Thoughts of Zuo-Teng

ok so the failboat taxi that crashed into me was charged with the accident !
2 fines totalling over 600 dollars and 5 demerit points... OWNED... the police member actually said the indian CRIED... haha humiliated.

now that hes charged, hes prove AT FAULT for the accident... owned.

anywhoo i gave him the repair bill ... AGAIN... and he says "i dont feel i should have to pay to fix your car" ... WHAT THE FCUK ? ... you broke it you bought it, fucking nigger. lol.

so i have to take him to court. if he just cooperated, i wouldnt have reported to police. he would have had to pay 2800 to fix my car... now he had over 600 in fines, lost FIVE demerit points, and will have to pay 2800 and will have to pay court costs !!

but i have to deal with lawyers and court dates, just before my holiday to japan. i have also had to put off moving to japan due to all this.

last night whilst driving, i decided just "for fun" to take a different route driving to Shans cousins house. to my surprise, on the new different way, i came acros... AKUMA NO ZETTO... well kind of, its not a s30 240z, but rather a 260z (pretty much the exact same car excepet for a slightly different pillar design to accomodate 4 seats)... seeing the rusted out and poorly maintained ZETTO made me realise something....

Why does everything "need work" at the moment.

the s30z 260z in this photo needs work, my trueno needs work, my job needs work, my life situation (which country i will live in) needs work, and now my relationship needs work. well i guess for a few months my relationship has needed work, but last night definetly shown that.

at the moment is a very unstable time, a lot of loose ends that need to be tied up i guess.

i end this blog on a some-what confusing note... everything needs work, just work hard at that i guess...... can the zetto be restored ?? (by the way, its a metaphore when i said zetto just then)

untill then, photos of the Zetto.

To put things on a good note, i cant wait to watch WANGAN MIDNIGHT movie when i arrive in japan. Very excited indeed !!

well once again, a blog fail. i have not posted for quite some time due to high levels of stress.

a stupid indian taxi driver has crashed into my car a month before going to japan... plenty of time to get it sorted out, right ? .... no ! not at all.

this guy has given me so many fake details i cant contact him. the address and phone number are fake, and he has made NO effort to contact me. police have been fucking useless in this case. although now i have pulled one last offence, a favour from a close family friend who will help me take this as far as it can go.

i feel stressed but some relief. as we now have his real address, and today im conatcing the police to demand they get the taxi owners address from silvertop taxi company... once this is done we will send a letter of demand. if the owner or the driver dont pay up, then we will take them to court. and my dad will personaly fly to melbourne to help me get my revenge (in a few ways).

no use hiding is there ? if we hide, its only a matter of time untill we are found. that is the moral of this story.

名誉の勝負 ~~ しょうりをおさめる !!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZ1Mi77nogQ

La Roux - in for the kill

LOL some wierd music video starring an AW11 MR2 for pretty much the whole video clip.

I had to laugh !

Well its official... I am planning to move to japan to live.

Its a feeling i have had for quite some time, i was prepared to leave in december 2008, but i met Shan and we had a serious relationship, so i put off moving for obvious reasons. Anywhoo now Shan and i have been living together for quite some time now, and i just can't shake that feeling of wanting to escape the RUDE and DANGEROUS and POORLY THOUGHT OUT country that is australia.

I am not alone in this feeling either, my good friend Aiko is planning to move back to japan, and also close friend Tsuyoshi plans to move back to Okinawa in the future.
I think that japanese living outside of japan who have lived inside of Japan for part of the life, they miss japan and hate the country they live in.

Every NIKKEIJIN (japanese living out of japan) who i speak with seems to feel this. My non-Japanese friends sometimes tell me how "great" australia is, but the reality is that they have not been to another FIRST WORLD COUNTRY... I feel that one you go outside of australia and visit any other first world country, that you will see how lacking australia is.

Another thing i am worried about is the SHIT australian economy that devalues itself every year due to poor managemnent and other issues that i will not go on about. Couple that with a MASSIVELY increaing crime rate and the fact that australians are getting more irritable ever year, as well as dumber (as in less educated), and bang... what's a fucking shit country with no future !!

Anywhoo, I have 3 weeks in japan, and in that time i plan to look at all my future options as well as having fun. I am no longer a Japanese citizen, so when i return from japan i have to have a VERY GOOD THINK about my future options in the country as far as working visas and eventually gaining a japanese citizenship.... I have a lot of stress on my plate at the moment, as japan is the hardest country in the world to get working visas and eventually citizenship.

It seems i can do a working holiday visa easily, but that only lasts for one year, and i do not think it can be extended, so my best outcome is to get a japanese working visa and keep extending it each year... but it seems that to geta japanese working visa i must have a degree in anything. maybe i will do a TAFE course for one year to get a degree... but the hassel is that i have to ENDURE another year of hell in australia, maybe there is some way that i can do the working holiday in japan and do a tafe course by distance education, that way i dont have to live in this HELL ON EARTH AUSTRALIA for too long. sigh... so much stress, but it will all be worth it to once again live in my HOME COUNTRY...

GANBARIMASU YO !!!

Well the trip to japan is such short notice for me, so budgeting is a rather big problem at times.

Im cutting corners like crazy in an attempt to save as much money as i can LOL.

At the moment i am just working 4 days per week, so i have less money to play around with compared to in the past, as well as more expenses... GG.

How exactly am i cutting corners, well, anything i contemplate buying here in australia, i just say to myself "oh that coke im about to buy, i would enjoy it 10 times more if i drank it in japan". so that way i am able to stop myself from buying everything except for life essentials.

pretty good way of thinking, ne ??


(i need it)